Now Available
"Speechless -
A Mother's Memoir of Caregiving"
By Kathleen Knapp
Are you a parent or caregiver to a child or adult with special needs?
Do you struggle to find hope in the frustration of daily caregiving challenges?
Sometimes, feeling alone, as if no one understands the trials you face?
Wondering how to cope with the worries and fears?
Meet Benjamin - non-verbal, medically complex, cancer survivor, with autism. He loves Disney movies, music, swimming, riding in the car, and flapping toys.
When a loved one cannot utter speech sounds to communicate, they are speechless but not silent. Our role as caregivers is to give voice to the voiceless.
Meet his mom, Kathleen, who understands the challenges of caring for a child with diverse abilities who needs extra support and may have an uncertain future. She shares her joys, sorrows, and frustrations of caring for a person with a disability.
Kathleen discusses her experiences with diagnosis, hospitals, professionals, behaviours, and joys with vulnerability and humour.
Join her as she leans into her faith to find strength and hope to withstand the tumultuous journey of the special needs world. Using a butterfly analogy, she reveals how she moved from caterpillar to butterfly, discovering a hope only her faith could sustain.
This is the story of her son and her life with him. The caregiving journey. The evolution of grief. The promise of hope.
"This heartfelt story carries you along, and I soaked it all in, rooting for Kathleen and her family all along the way.
The emotional depth, vulnerability, and spiritual journey Kathleen shared in this memoir makes for a very compelling read.
Not only a well-written book, but a valuable resource to readers facing caregiving challenges, grief, identity crises, or spiritual questions."
Dr. Susy Flory, New York Times bestselling author or co-author of a dozen memoirs, including "The Unbreakable Boy", a recent feature film by Lionsgate Studios.
Reviews of "Speechless"
Becky Meyerson, author of 7+ devotionals,
and self-publishing coach of “FINISH! Your Book” and “Framework”.
Speechless captured my heart from the first words I read. Kathleen beautifully articulates the profound, tender journey of a mother’s heart as she gives speech to her non-verbal son.
You will experience the joys and heartbreaks of this family in this deeply moving true story of a life that speaks volumes about the love and faithfulness of God.”
Dr. Linda Waltersdorf Cobourn - Educator and
Author of "You Are Not Alone: Rest & Refuge for Spousal Caregivers" (2026)
Speechless is a profoundly moving memoir that captures the emotional and spiritual journey of raising a non‑verbal child with honesty, tenderness, and remarkable clarity. Kathleen Knapp writes with a rare blend of vulnerability and strength, inviting readers into the sacred spaces where fear, love, and faith meet. Her storytelling is vivid and unforgettable. Early in the book, she describes her tears “landing on my shirt unhindered like rain rolling down a window pane,” a line that reveals both the fragility and fierce devotion of a mother in crisis.
This memoir is far more than a medical story. It is a faith‑anchored exploration of caregiving, autism, grief, resilience, and the transformative power of a mother’s love. The butterfly metaphor that shapes the book becomes a beautiful lens for understanding growth, loss, and hope — not only in her son’s life, but in her own.
Speechless is a gift to caregivers, mothers, educators, and anyone longing to see God’s faithfulness in the hardest places. A deeply compassionate, unforgettable memoir that speaks straight to the heart.
Bernadette Bourassa - Pastor and Author
This is an amazing book. The story of a real mom facing a profoundly difficult situation, facing real fears and grief, and surviving.
Her honest story provides hope for parents raising children who are not Neurotypical. I enjoyed her refreshing candour and I’m amazed at the strength she was given to go through all this. I enjoy her writing style, it’s fresh and easy to read and relatable. I’d really recommend this book to anyone who is facing parenting challenges, raising non-Neurotypical children and facing grief and loss. It’s a beautiful story of Hope and survival.
Nicole Langman, MSW, RSW, Therapist, Speaker
and Author of "You Are Wanted: Reclaiming the Truth of Who You Are" (2021)
“Speechless is a deeply moving memoir that beautifully intertwines faith and motherhood. Through Kathleen’s powerfully raw storytelling, readers will feel a profound connection to Kathy, her family, and her precious son Ben.
As you turn the pages you’ll cheer, you’ll laugh, and you’ll weep—as I did.
Walk with Kathy and experience the spectrum of emotions that defines this journey.
Speechless is a testament to resilience, love, and the unwavering hope that faith brings to every step of the journey. Let this book comfort you. Challenge you. And remind you of the unwavering faithfulness of Jesus — even in our seasons of sorrow. A profoundly raw, deeply moving journey—one you will never forget.”
Books by Kathleen Knapp
"Come To The Table - Pursuing Peace & Joy
Through Grace & Mercy"
A 31-Day Devotional
REVISED - Journal pages are now included!
Are you yearning for peace and joy in your life?
Are you struggling with anxiety and forgiveness?
Discover a collection of devotions that offer a path to finding peace, joy, and hope as you seek God’s grace and mercy through relatable stories of everyday life.
Kathleen shares her candid struggles with trusting God, forgiving others, and finding purpose in life through praise and thanksgiving.
Join her as she shares her inspiring journey towards inner peace and fulfillment.
God invites us all to the table to receive all his good gifts for us -
both now and for eternity.
See Reviews Below
"Navigating Grief -
A Journey of Hope & Healing"
A 31-Day Devotional
REVISED - Journal pages are now included!
NOW AVAILABLE IN SPANISH!
Are you feeling stuck in grief, longing for wholeness,
and wondering where to turn?
Regardless of the kind of loss you've suffered, God desires to comfort you with hope and healing as you navigate your journey of grief.
Navigating Grief - A Journey of Hope & Healing is a 31-day devotional that guides you to the spiritual healing your broken heart desires.
Kathleen Knapp invites you to journey one step at a time sharing how Jesus met her in the grief of losing two precious people: her mother to dementia and her son to an early death.
Through relatable Bible verses and personal stories, this interactive devotional encourages you to hope again and believe for healing.
We don't get over grief, but we learn to carry it as we too are carried in the strong arms of our good Shepherd.
See Reviews Below
Scripture Verses Coloring Book: Psalm 139 & More… is an illustrated journey through dozens of passages chosen for their power to encourage and soothe the soul through Psalm 139 and other beloved scriptures.
With 40 pages of beautiful images, it inspires both young and old. Reflect, relax, rejoice, and be inspired by gorgeous pictures of nature, flowers, and animals. Your inner artist will enjoy the scripture verses on each page.
Each illustrated verse has been chosen to encourage and uplift, as believers often turn to the bible for comfort during struggles, grief, or anxiety. In this coloring book, the soothing words of the scriptures combined with the therapeutic benefits of coloring will calm your soul.
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40 single-sided artistic illustrations.
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Unique artwork perfect for breathing vivid creativity into Scripture.
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An ideal uplifting gift for daughters, nieces, grandparents, friends, and teachers.
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Hours of inspirational quiet time to recharge, and much, much more!
About the Author
Kathleen Knapp has compassion for parents who are grieving, feeling isolated, and losing faith in God.
She has been there.
As a Palliative Care nurse and mom with special needs children, she's experienced life's joys and sorrows including the death of her son and mother.
Kathleen comes alongside those who navigate a journey of grief to find hope and healing in Christ.
We never get over grief, but we learn how to carry it. Join us on a devotional journey of hope and healing as you navigate your grief with Jesus.
Amazon Reviews for Navigating Grief:
Reviews of Navigating Grief
Tamara Wanner - Author of “Rainbow Baby” (2024)
“Kathleen Knapp's invitation to process grief with her is a journey worth taking. Her honesty is both refreshing and challenging. Her style is easy to read. Thoughtful Scriptures and journal prompts provide a safe haven for personal reflection.”
Heather Hancock - Editor & Author of "Sister Lost" (2023)
"Your story is powerful and will help many walking through similar chapters in their own lives."
Jennifer Potter - Pastor
"Check it out if you are navigating through your own time of grief! In it, she shares some of her painful personal story along with scripture verses that bring comfort and hope. Something we could all use more of."
Nicole Langman - Author of
"You Are Wanted: Reclaiming the truth of Who You Are"(2021)
"This 31-day devotional is beautifully written, full of warmth and is easy to read. It offers encouragement through scripture, personal stories, and reminders of God's faithfulness - even in the painful seasons of life. An excellent and timely resource. "
Amazon Reviews for Come To The Table:
Reviews of Come To The Table
Peggianne Wright - Author "Paws To Pray"
In her 31 day devotional, Kathleen shares everyday situations and circumstances that we may all encounter and helps us navigate through the lessons of those trying times through prayer and reflection. The chapters are concise and make it easy to turn to one each day (although I’ve been reading more than that) and the short messages are so relatable to most any reader.
Heather Hancock - Editor & Author of "Sister Lost" (2023)
This devotional will help a lot of women. You hit on so many different aspects, but each woman will relate in her own unique way. There were times I was in tears and giving things to God as I read through. I pray that God will place this book into the hands of every woman who needs it.
Laura Cibirka - Coldwater, ON
Kathy writes this devotional from her heart. It is a pleasure to pick up each day and explore with her. The devotional is an easy read, gently leading you to a safe place to open up your heart to God. Covering areas that are familiar and relatable to most, I believe this will be a journey that you will want to go on! I’m hooked! Your new book flows and is so easy to read, follow, and feel. You bring us to the table to seek God in a gentle way!